FRAGILE

i have an assignment to complete.. but i had this sudden urge to pen my thoughts down...


after we hung up.. i had a lot of thoughts running through my mind.. i am glad we are totally cool with "it"... i am really really glad that i still have this friendship.. u dont knw how much it means to me..

i dont knw why but i had this little guilt lingering... i dont wanna take this friendship for granted.. but i would very much like to keep u by my side.. as a gd friend...

i want u to find someone that u deserve.. and be happy..
thank you.. thank you for being so understanding...





p.s. i dont knw if u will ever see this.. but oh well!
Kilowhiskey

单身万岁

got this from vincent's FB status

一个人单身久了, 就不想去恋爱, 会感觉朋友越来越重要...

一个人单身久了, 就不想去逛街, 会越来越喜欢在家听歌...

一个人单身久了, 就变得成熟起来, 会比以前越来越爱父母...

一个人单身久了, 就买很多鞋子, 会独自去很多很远的地方旅游...

一个人单身久了, 就不经意悄悄流泪, 会在众人面前什么都无所谓...


couldnt agree with it more..



Kilowhiskey

EXPERIENCE!

wee.. im gonna share my new experience with doin photoshoots!
actually its not exactly the first time ive done it.. but its technically the first time im given the full responsibility(along with my frens)...

the first time i tried doing the styling was for a BLACKHAMMER catalogue shoot... and that was totally impromptu... and the outcome was pretty satisfying...

a group shot with the team that did the catalogue shoot.. =)
the make up artist and me in action..


this time round was our sch pageant photoshoot! due to last min issues(with regards to the hair and makeup)... our pageant planning team have to do the styling all by ourselves! a little nerve recking i must say.. cos this is not what we are experts in! but we really did our best to make the shoot gd...

the make up and hair in progress.. sarah doin makeup.. and jacq helped her out..
canni and i did their overall styling and hair!
almost to the end of the day.. doing scene shots...
sneak preview..
and here's the whole "crew and cast"!

the overall result was gd(as of feedback from the team)... im satisfied.. it a tiring job to do styling but its fun!! i cant wait for the actual bash!!




Kilowhiskey

LETS START IT

the recent batch of orientation was fun! we didnt win anything.. haha! but i have to say.. our OG turned out to be very bonded.. they are a cute bunch lah! hope u guys enjoyed urselves.. =)


work is piling.. pageant preparation in full swing...
arrghhh... i wanna slack some more!




Kilowhiskey

DANCE DANCE BABE

went clubbing last night with the council peeps.. haha! it was fun!
but clubbing is ok if its done once in awhile.. haha.. too tiring lah!

the only photo i took last night!! joey love! =)

the next one will be sch bash which will be in sept! haha!





Kilowhiskey

CARDS FROM THE HEART

cards for my bday this yr! though they came a little late.. but i still love them.. one word..
EFFORT

how can i ask for more... i love my friends lah!
and i own one now! thanks yy jo and joyce!!
let's have some make up time! =)




Kilowhiskey

TRUTH

knowing the Truth... complicates things...
it's how you deal with it eventually...





Kilowhiskey

HAPPY DAY

hey yo.. big day of mine is over... and im 23 alrdy!
like i said b4.. i wanna wiser and happier... =)


mini celebration with my lovely girls was awesome.. and i never laughed so hard with jus 4 girls gathering before! love it love it!! thanks girls!

oh.. i got a number tag of my birth date.. so coincidental!!! 6 july!
funny shots.. haha!
we were playing with the multi shot feature.. and here's mine.. haha!! hilarious!
our attempt for light painting!!
sweet treats for 4 awesome ladies... love them lah!
thanks for the fun day! =)
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then i had celebration with chuan shimin and chuen hwee... we actually spent the WHOLE day out!! went to catch Eclipse, some good food and k session!! thanks for the pressie too!! =)
chuan is so cute in this pic.. haha!!


on the actually day of my bday.. my uni friends bought a cake and gave me a surprise! thanks guofeng afiq yibin and yuying! (i dun have to pictures.. will post it when i get hold of it) and i received lots of wishes too.. thanks everyone! much appreciated.. =)

and to end off the day... i headed to jb at late night with yasin and a bunch of council peeps... this one was a random invite.. haha! it was fun to jus drive down jb again to have chill session.. haha!! but i was damn tired in the mornin..


well.. there u go.. my 23rd bday... thank you to all my friends and family who have given me lots of love...





Kilowhiskey

CANCERIAN

i happen to come by this website abt horoscope.. and i have to say...
it is blood damn true.. haha!
(jus for my own interest..)


Cancer

Cancer zodiac sign has the symbol of 'The Crab'. One of the basic characteristics of a Cancerian is that he is very prone to mood swings, which are matched by changing emotions. At one point of time, you may have seen him in a typical party mood, enjoying himself and laughing at other people's jokes. He may come across as the most extroverted member in the entire group. However, another time, he may be completely introverted, sitting in a corner and lost in his own world. This single personality trait can help you in identifying a Cancer very easily.

A Cancerian will never run behind fame and publicity, but if he ever gets it, he definitely knows how to bask in the limelight. In a melancholic mood, he can become the coldest person on this earth and drown you in his bottomless depression. Cancerians are prone to pessimism and usually hide their fears behind a veil of humor. They love to dream and for them, sky's the limit. When he cries, it is because he is deeply hurt from inside. A harsh glance or a rough tone can easily break Cancer's vulnerable heart.

When he is hurt, he will either cry his heart out or retreat into a silent spell. However, it is rare that he takes revenge from the one who has hurt him. If a Cancer retreats to his shell, you can be sure he will become completely unreachable. He won't pick his phone, answer the doorbell or even check his mail. Another mood that can engulf a Cancer is a snappy one, or you can say a crabby one. He will hate the world and snap at anything and everything. However, you can be sure he is not angry with you and will soon be his normal self again.

While in a conversation, the facial features of a crab will change a number of times, displaying his numerous moods. He has a vivid imagination and at times will drown you in his moods too. Each and every experience affects him and gets engraved in his memory. Cancerians remember everything life has taught them and are true patriots. Past intrigues them and they love to collect antiques, old treasures and ancient relics. They are the perfect keepers of secrets and people automatically confide in them.

However, their own thoughts and secrets are strictly off limits for everyone. A typical cancer will never discuss his personal life with anyone. Compassion and intuition gel perfectly with the Cancer profile. He seldom judges people, just soaks up what comes his way and reflects the same. He will never ever give up an object he cherishes, be it a gift from a lover or the worn jeans he loves wearing. Cancerians have a soft heart; they care about people and are quite helpful. However, they wait to see if someone else is helping.

If the answer is yes, they will sit back and let the other person be the savior. In case no one comes forward; they will be there to rescue you. A Cancer person may come at the last minute, but he will save you just before you are about to drown. He is not selfish, it just that he never wants to be impulsive. But, he will save you nonetheless. Before he makes any move, a Cancerian must be sure of strong backing. Without it, he hates to venture on his own. He does not forget mistakes easily, especially his own.

He will brood over them and take a long time before moving ahead again. Cancerian loves, rather reveres, his home and his loved ones. Too much is not even enough for him. He needs more, more security, more love and more care. Insecurity may lead him to depression and weaken him physically. However, Cancerians have this amazing quality of self-healing. All they require is happiness, optimism and laughter in large doses. They are prone to negative thoughts and are always preparing for the unseen future.

The maxim 'Old is Gold' fits perfectly to a Cancer, whether it is the case of people or things. He is also very good at making as well as managing wealth. He has a large heart and will share willingly if his loved ones are in need. However, wastage, especially of food, is sure to tick him off. All the sensitivity of a crab is hidden beneath his hard shell and it will take much care and love to bring him out of his shell and close to you!








Kilowhiskey